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ilesttemps
29 November 2009 @ 10:49 pm
what I've worked out...
retrospect is a lot more interesting when your season of change is geographically manifested.
My emotions amuse me. My psyche is complicated. And not cool/interesting complicated. Annoying complicated.
God is.
pride is incredibly limiting.
Road trips are the most sure-fire way to bond with anyone.
I appreciate people. A lot. More than they know.
I suck at communication strategy when it comes to my parents.
Boise has the most breathtaking, aneurysm-inducing skies and weather.
 
 
ilesttemps
27 November 2009 @ 03:10 am
I really, really need to become more disciplined.
 
 
ilesttemps
26 June 2009 @ 08:52 am
It's just hitting me now.
 
 
ilesttemps
24 May 2009 @ 02:10 pm
 so i guess i'm leaving next month. i never thought this would happen.
Seriously, seriously can't wait. San Diego has been...suffocating?
 
 
ilesttemps
27 December 2008 @ 07:42 pm
dear jordans journal: this is a very special occasion, for sean rice is standing as a guest entry. Holiday season is about halfway over, christmas is over by now and new years is just around the corner. Christmas was nice, we had littler presents this year, and the plan was to focus on the fam, and to express the tue significance of christmas, which as we all know id christs bday. Well that didnt turn out exactly how we anticipated. kinda half way, maybe. anyway recently I have been engulfed in a video game called final fantasy, the greatest game in the world, and havent  been doin much but that. Im not sure if that was  a very appropriate thing to say, i doubt people care about stuff like that, especially since no one know me. my sister told me that people read this so thats why i have this sort of talking to someone tone. i guess that kidof defeats the whole journal aspect of this thing though, so meh. me and yourdan are gonna go on a hike tomorrow which will be sunday, and shell probly write about that. for whoever is reading this, who will probly just be yourdan, im her brother. kung foo panda was a really good movie, maybe even better than bolt, and close to hercules. the ithink i liked the turtle the best, or tmaybe the mantice. Im currently watchin a movie with nicolas cage in it, hes in a lot of good movies, except for that one where he was a demon that drove a motorcycle on fire. i never saw it but, come on, its just a stupid idea for a movie. although i guess some stupid ideas came out to be monumental movies, like kung fu panda or lsdkjfd. i guess it all goes to show that you cant judge a book by its cover. just kidding im not that naive. whatever that even means. i use that word more than any other person i know and i dont know the meaning. as yourdan already know thats pretty much what im known for. that and sayng unneccesarry crap that no one understands, and i guess there isnt much to understand, but thats mainly why i say it, just to put it out there. i also make up my own words, or jsut try and use really big ones. one time i was talking with my quasi step grandpa, and i went on with these huge crazy words that i dont think neither him nor me understood, and they actually made perfect sense, and he staarted like freaking out, and i kind of was too cause it was a pretty magnificiant moment. anyway yourds getting a tad impatient so i should stop. i should probly stop anyway cause im probly just .
 
 
ilesttemps
20 December 2008 @ 09:35 pm
 seven pounds=phenom.
I forget how rad my family is.
ho my gash  this upcoming semester is going to screw me. 
I JUST ADDED NETFLIX. BE MY FRIEND. VANESSA.
 
 
ilesttemps
17 December 2008 @ 11:53 am
 As if this hasn't already been said enough today..
this weather is perfect.
 
 
ilesttemps
16 December 2008 @ 09:11 pm
 Painted with Luke for the first time since the beginning of summer. or at least started to. My little quasi-studio was so outlandishly dusty, it was ridiculous. I have a really good idea though, but I'm kind of sketched as to whether or not I can do it justice. 
We discussed hell and my qualms about it. He makes me wish I had more conviction. About anything.
Today was the perfect day to listen to Matt Costa and walk/jog aimlessly around Alpine for 5 miles. I took advantage. 
I'm going through Amanda withdrawals. I think this is why I've been slowly falling apart on the inside. Mid-mid-life crisis? I'm not sure what it is. I need someone to verbally process with.
Speaking of, HEATHER, COME BACK ALREADY. VENTFEST HOH.
I feel like I need to get away.  



I know what I want my icon to be. It's a still from Almost Famous that totally sums up my current life. BUT I CAN'T FOR THE LIFE OF ME FIND IT.

 
 
ilesttemps
16 December 2008 @ 11:16 am
 I am so stupid. stupid stupid stupid.

i don't even feel like elaborating. i'll do it later.

 
 
ilesttemps
15 December 2008 @ 12:18 pm
Rain is such a wonderful excuse to sit around and do nothing.
I foresee a paintfest in the near future. I have all of this pent up creativity (I hope that's what it is. It could just be the caffeine that's been flowing through my veins for the past week) that I need to exploit. Actually, we'll make that today's mission, assuming i can work around this full schedule of lounging and yoga.

Hit me with some ideas if any come to mind, if anyone happens to read this.

lately my life has been comprised of scattered epiphanies
including, but not limited to:
How coffee is no-good.
How there always seems to be a band that serves as the perfect metaphor for any relationship.
How incredibly guarded of a person I am. Been waiting on the epiphany that tells me why, exactly.
How I need to pay more compliments. I always notice things that i like about people, but never really voice them on grounds of the lack of desire to sound like a creep and doubt that it really makes a difference. I think it does. mild creepiness is kind of endearing, anyhow (RIGHT!?!??! >:D).
How obnoxiously loud my cat is. Lord.
How obnoxiously loud my laugh is. I'm wondering how my friends tolerate me.
How much I am probably going to regret not majoring in film. Oh, logic. The antagonist.

My grandmonther is livid that I haven't cashed my birthday check yet. Wups.
 
 
ilesttemps
09 December 2008 @ 12:40 pm
agape: The act of the will to love.
 
 
ilesttemps
09 December 2008 @ 12:17 pm
Just deleted my myspace and facebook, and ita feel goood. I feel less scattered and distributed and distracted.
Or maybe I just want to.

Luke, David, and Ed Thursday/Sunday. NCT, breakfast in OB, teaser almost-AZ road trip. It's really rad to have them back. Hearing their experiences makes me even more restless about traveling.

I totally pumped out a process essay and a half, as well as a set of elaborate study questions for a book i didn't read. schwing.

Had a really good day/night. ugh.

pretty exciting CD/COM ratio I've got going on here, i know.
 
 
ilesttemps
30 November 2008 @ 11:27 am
Good is a terrible adjective.
 
 
ilesttemps
28 November 2008 @ 11:26 am
My shuffle mode on itunes can read minds.

My week has been bizarre.
 
 
ilesttemps
25 November 2008 @ 03:26 pm
When I go to my billing information on itunes, under name it says Zachery Parsons, and the number is like 515 something. Peculiar.

I don't know why, but bottled yerba mate totally cracks me out. I can brew and drink my own and feel no effect, but one sip of this and I'm twitching.
 
 
ilesttemps
24 November 2008 @ 10:48 pm
It puzzles and depresses me how many people regard the idea of marriage.
I was working today and my co worker said something about being distracted because of a boy, and a customer at the window-a man, probably mid 40's- said something to the degree of 'i miss those days', followed by 'yeah, after being married 15 years, i just really want to get a girlfriend now'. Obviously it's not like this kind of thing is uncommon, but I couldn't help but kind of stand there and gape at him, a bit appalled, and tell him stupidly not to say things like that. There's that latent self righteous feminist. No, it wasn't really feminism-driven so much as it was a result of that little disillusioning uncomfortable feeling of having (comparatively) high hopes of sustainable love undermined by the fact that no one has respect for it/each other anymore.

So then I went sheepishly to go see Twilight with Shelbi, and it was actually pretty epic (TRAILERS FOR SPIRIT, 7 POUNDS, WATCHMEN, AND KNOWING. IM JAZZED). I may have even swooned a little, in spite of myself. Or a lot. It's so rare to come across a book-made-movie in which all the characters look exactly how you had imagined them (yes, i read the bloody book. Just the first).

Flight of the Concords just slay me.
 
 
ilesttemps
23 November 2008 @ 08:10 pm
I found a really stellar homework/reading spot today with shoon. THE homework/reading spot.
A little miffed that it has to be a good 30 miles away, but you know.

Saw Slumdog Millionaire, which was a beautiful movie.

I can't for the life of me finish this Twelfth Night essay. It's not a lack of ideas so much as too many. Thought organization is my downfall.

welp.
 
 
ilesttemps
Insomnia is terrible.
 
 
ilesttemps
16 November 2008 @ 02:33 pm
Jordan Rice
11/2008
Chapter 6

American Sentiment in general regarding entering the war was reluctant; being both a challenge to the Monroe Doctrine and risky, considering it has no popular support and that armies sufficient to satisfy the demand of the entente allies can not be recruited by voluntary enlistments (Robert M La Folette). Obviously the idea of war was not popular amongst the American people for obvious reasons, but it was also acknowledged that consistent neutrality did not seem to be an effective response to Germanys constant attacks. The government dealt, or attempted to deal with with this by instilling the Espionage Act in 1918, which fined("for not more than 20 years") anyone disloyal in any way to America and its involvement in the war. This as well as the enourmous amount of propaganda due to the controllabilty of the media did spark America int the right direction in tems of support and making the best of the situation. However,there was still tension brought by word on the horrible conditions (the "dirtiness" of the fighting), and also Wilsons criticisms as "egocentric" and questions as to whether he really was acting in Americas best interest.

Chapter 7

There was a huge amount of change happening in tthe 1920s, racism being a primary. THe perpatrating fear that the white race would be "utterly submerged (Fitzgeral: THe Great Gatsby)" was intensified as people began focusing their energy on the Japanese, whose race "far exceeds that of any other people we have in our midst", as stated by the governor regarding "the Japanese problem" with the justification that assimilating them was an "ethological impossibility). The resurrected Ku Klux Klan also attacked anyone who did not possess "the three great racial instincts", which was 'native, white, and Protestant". On the other hand, blacks arguably experienced perhaps a slight dissipation of racism thanks to their heavy inclusion in the Harlem Renaissance, during which many black poets and artists such as Hangston Hughs merited attention and appreciation from all the races. The increased negative attencion toward the Japanese and the Jews also possibly paced as a slight distraction from racist feelings toward the blacks as well.Technological advances were greatly facilitated by the new labor/wage laws which resulted in more of an even distribution of wealth and time, which lead to a huge demand of appliances such as the automobile, telephone and radio- as said in "The Automobile comes to Muiddletown, NSA 1929": the first real automobile appeared in 1900.... At the close of three families", the automobile having "now reached the point of being accepte as an essential of normal living.." The oncept of morality also experienced as an intense change, which was most accurately manifested in the change of clothing and apearance of women, who had begun wearing makeup, shorter skirts, and a lot more color. Morality also became more of a loose concept; much more difficult to control with the accessibility of freedom and independence offered by the automobile, as well as the open-minded atmosphere brought about by the booming music and art scene, as well as Darwin's new philosophies that challenged religion with the concept of evolution.

Chapter 8
A: The previously popular idea of limited government was seriously challenged during Hoover's reign. Hoover, a huge believer that government "should not assume the major role or the entire responsibility, in replacement of the states or local government . To do otherwise threatens the whole foundation of local government, which is the very basis of self government," strongly advocated it-possibly out of fear of any sort of government action that resembles a step toward communism. He was very much criticized because of this by the American people, who for the most part felt that the situation was out of their hands, and who claimed, as THE NATION states, that he "doesn't even know what is happening under the flag of which (he) is chief guard", implying an unacceptable detachment from his suffering nation.

B: Roosevelt's methods on coping with the depression were radically different from those of Hoover. He believed in heavy government involvement to repair the nation under the idea that "the test of our progress is not whether we add more to the abundance of those who have much; it is whether we provide enough for those who have too little." Roosevelt's "New Deal", which was a series of restoration methods for the nation was very involved, however very well recieved was well. He offered jobs through government projects, labor laws, and some welfare. Obviously many businessmen , such as Henry Ford favored Hoover's non-involvement because it meant no restrictions for them, who were free to continue taking advantage of the desperate need for jobs, veiled by the supposed character-building idea of "self-help".
 
 
ilesttemps
13 November 2008 @ 04:19 pm
Jordan Rice
Cardenas
11/09
Unit Exam

Daughter of the American Revolution

Throughout Ghosts of El Grullo, Yolanda
 
 
 
 

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